Totally Behind on some homework for college, and I just can't keep my mind clear enough to even work on it... my mind is always wandering to seeing her, playing games, sleeping, drink, or hanging out with friends, or the shit from work...

So its quite frustrating to get 3 assignments a week, no time to do them, especially when you don't understand the material at that time! oh yay me! So i sit at work or at home and try not to get distracted and totally fail, b/c that's what I'm good at, and never fully work on my homework until the very last day when it's due...
I hate myself for it.

And yes I'm going to complain about this next thing, but i truly love it and don't want it to change... and it's the fact that i really can't stop thinking about this very special girl. She's more amazing then she'll ever know or think she is, but that will be ok, as long as she is with someone that will show her how amazingly special she is everyday! I just hope she finds that one, and doesn't hurt or get hurt in that process...

I hate snow again... we got too much recently, I don't like it... in fact I Hate it!